This is a page where I will put quick updates/feelings/thoughts that are too short to be made into an entry but I still want to release. Technically, it's a guestbook, but I'm not expecting anyone to be reading my website honestly.
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#26
Dandelion April 3, 2026 at 3:53:10 PM

I’m so tired of making myself feel bad.

#25
Dandelion April 3, 2026 at 9:38:06 AM

I want to explain myself to someone. I want to gain a complete clarity of myself.

#24
Dandelion April 2, 2026 at 1:52:31 AM

I live out of spite and in spite of spite.

#23
Dandelion March 30, 2026 at 8:15:06 AM

I am neither hopeless or hopeful. I am frustrated.

#22
Dandelion March 30, 2026 at 8:14:02 AM

Note to self again: Slow progress is still progress. Any speed is better than giving up, dwelling in misery.

#21
Dandelion March 30, 2026 at 7:58:36 AM

So much anxiety fueling my insomnia. I give up on sleeping for now. Goodnight to everyone else. In this AM silence, I can love anyone, everyone.

#20
Dandelion March 29, 2026 at 12:37:03 AM

There's so many questions about myself that I am afraid to answer.

#19
Dandelion March 28, 2026 at 2:43:54 AM

Everything that’s happened has happened. I’ll grieve it but I won’t try to change it. My guilt is enough. There’s no room for regret.

#18
Dandelion March 26, 2026 at 3:34:06 AM

Note to self add vent page/page for vent entries

#17
Dandelion March 23, 2026 at 4:59:49 AM

I’m a very angry person. I didn’t realize just how angry (spiteful and enraged) I truly am. It is almost scary.

#16
Dandelions March 23, 2026 at 12:14:45 AM

Depression becomes frustration fuels my self-destruction.

#15
Dandelion March 22, 2026 at 8:01:41 PM

I guess another problem with my ex-relationship was that I ended up prioritizing my self-destruction over the relationship I had with him and then I wouldn't compromise on that hierarchy. No wonder he left; no wonder I was okay with that.

#14
Dandelion March 21, 2026 at 4:16:48 PM

I'm gonna end up venting more on Threads than here, so don't be surprised if this page starts looking more sparse :zzz:

#13
Dandelion March 20, 2026 at 9:22:19 PM

They already have me on lithium, which is a mood stabilizer. I don't see why they don't already diagnose me with bipolar (one or two). Surely, a diagnosis would help right?

#12
Dandelion March 20, 2026 at 2:19:42 AM

Made myself some better communication cards, so I don't have to buy Etsy ones. Getting tired; becoming bored. Worried about depression. I'll see what I can do about it.

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